1 00:00:00,829 --> 00:00:02,650 Previously on Dr. Quinn... Michaela? 2 00:00:03,370 --> 00:00:05,630 Are you? No, not if you ask me. 3 00:00:05,830 --> 00:00:10,470 I think pregnant. Oh, no, and I couldn't be. I came to say goodbye, but I don't 4 00:00:10,470 --> 00:00:11,470 think I ever can. 5 00:00:13,310 --> 00:00:15,470 You have a son who's been very ill. 6 00:00:15,830 --> 00:00:18,930 What do they tell you? He'll be fine. And you? 7 00:00:19,990 --> 00:00:22,070 You are gonna be all right. 8 00:00:22,290 --> 00:00:23,350 Suddenly feeling very tired. 9 00:00:23,910 --> 00:00:25,470 I wanted a child. 10 00:00:26,030 --> 00:00:27,030 Dolly's child. 11 00:00:27,290 --> 00:00:28,290 My child. 12 00:00:33,290 --> 00:00:34,910 Finish writing that essay for Parents' Day yet? 13 00:00:35,170 --> 00:00:36,170 I've been working on it. 14 00:00:36,510 --> 00:00:37,510 What's yours about? 15 00:00:37,590 --> 00:00:40,230 I haven't quite figured it out yet. I want it to be great. 16 00:00:40,610 --> 00:00:41,610 It will. 17 00:01:38,090 --> 00:01:39,090 You sure? 18 00:01:39,150 --> 00:01:40,150 Yeah. 19 00:01:40,410 --> 00:01:42,050 Oh, you're hurt. 20 00:01:42,690 --> 00:01:43,690 I'm taking you to the boss. 21 00:02:13,550 --> 00:02:14,750 Just another one of your attacks. 22 00:02:15,830 --> 00:02:18,890 Now, you rest a while, and me and your pa will take you home later. 23 00:02:23,330 --> 00:02:24,330 Be right back. 24 00:02:28,190 --> 00:02:31,930 I'm going to bring Anthony some of that to me to see if he likes it when you 25 00:02:31,930 --> 00:02:32,930 feed him on it. 26 00:02:33,050 --> 00:02:34,210 Please, Grace, wait a moment. 27 00:02:38,950 --> 00:02:39,950 Anthony's condition. 28 00:02:40,350 --> 00:02:41,450 This latest attack. 29 00:02:41,830 --> 00:02:42,830 The fever. 30 00:02:44,360 --> 00:02:45,900 I believe it may have damaged his kidneys. 31 00:02:46,180 --> 00:02:47,180 His kidneys? 32 00:02:48,260 --> 00:02:49,580 What's wrong with his kidneys? 33 00:02:50,620 --> 00:02:51,680 They're enlarged. 34 00:02:52,360 --> 00:02:53,360 Painful to the touch. 35 00:02:53,820 --> 00:02:55,200 That's never happened before. 36 00:02:55,860 --> 00:02:56,860 No, it hasn't. 37 00:02:58,480 --> 00:03:01,920 We've learned to deal with Anthony's sickness as it comes. There's no 38 00:03:01,920 --> 00:03:05,660 it. But I appreciate you telling us, Dr. Mack. 39 00:03:07,460 --> 00:03:09,040 I'm going to go get him that soup now. 40 00:04:40,010 --> 00:04:41,010 Look out for soldiers. 41 00:04:41,630 --> 00:04:42,630 We've got a few minutes. 42 00:04:44,310 --> 00:04:50,070 How did it go? The goddamn thing. 43 00:04:50,390 --> 00:04:51,910 We have to speak with the Indian elders? 44 00:04:52,430 --> 00:04:53,790 Black Moon got to him first. 45 00:04:55,510 --> 00:04:57,230 He's got them joining up with other tribes. 46 00:04:57,890 --> 00:04:58,890 Kaya Apache. 47 00:04:59,790 --> 00:05:02,110 He's telling them what the army's planning on killing every Indian in the 48 00:05:02,110 --> 00:05:03,110 territory. 49 00:05:04,030 --> 00:05:05,030 Don't you worry, Michaela. 50 00:05:05,750 --> 00:05:07,190 It ain't over. We're not giving up. 51 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:10,760 I received an answer from Sergeant McKay. 52 00:05:14,360 --> 00:05:15,660 Want me to turn down our appeal? 53 00:05:20,300 --> 00:05:23,580 Like I said, we're not going home. 54 00:05:27,180 --> 00:05:28,039 What is it? 55 00:05:28,040 --> 00:05:29,040 Something else happened? 56 00:05:51,310 --> 00:05:52,430 Set against peace for the army. 57 00:05:52,810 --> 00:05:54,950 But Sully's determined to keep trying to convince them. 58 00:05:56,270 --> 00:05:57,270 How is Sully? 59 00:05:58,190 --> 00:05:59,650 Oh, he's all right. 60 00:06:00,490 --> 00:06:03,630 No, I mean, how did he take the news about the miscarriage? 61 00:06:05,050 --> 00:06:06,090 I couldn't tell him. 62 00:06:08,450 --> 00:06:09,450 Couldn't. 63 00:06:09,850 --> 00:06:12,150 I wanted to, but I couldn't answer his pardon. 64 00:06:13,250 --> 00:06:14,750 Michaela, you've got to tell him. 65 00:06:15,150 --> 00:06:16,370 For both your sakes. 66 00:06:18,850 --> 00:06:19,870 Be all right, I will. 67 00:06:54,440 --> 00:06:56,120 Just let us know when you're feeling tired. 68 00:06:56,640 --> 00:06:57,640 I'm all right. 69 00:07:03,400 --> 00:07:06,220 Ma, what's your favorite thing about Colorado Springs? 70 00:07:08,100 --> 00:07:09,480 It's not an easy question. 71 00:07:09,860 --> 00:07:10,860 I know. 72 00:07:11,240 --> 00:07:13,320 Miss Teresa told us to write about our favorite thing. 73 00:07:13,560 --> 00:07:15,500 And then she's going to pick one to read our parents today. 74 00:07:16,220 --> 00:07:19,800 Well, just figure it out one step at a time. 75 00:07:20,600 --> 00:07:22,500 What things make you feel good? 76 00:07:23,560 --> 00:07:24,620 Well, I like the fishing. 77 00:07:25,020 --> 00:07:26,100 Fishing? That's good. 78 00:07:26,460 --> 00:07:27,460 And the library. 79 00:07:27,600 --> 00:07:29,200 They got books all the way from Boston. 80 00:07:29,820 --> 00:07:32,280 Well, you could write about what those books mean, do you? 81 00:07:32,520 --> 00:07:34,560 And the hot springs. And the newspaper. 82 00:07:35,160 --> 00:07:36,560 Not many other places got those. 83 00:07:36,920 --> 00:07:38,660 Well, you got plenty of things to pick from. 84 00:07:39,220 --> 00:07:40,220 That's my problem. 85 00:07:40,420 --> 00:07:41,500 What's my favorite thing? 86 00:07:41,740 --> 00:07:42,740 I'll see what you mean. 87 00:07:43,940 --> 00:07:45,400 That's what makes our town special. 88 00:07:47,040 --> 00:07:48,040 Hello there. 89 00:07:48,820 --> 00:07:50,360 Dr. May. Robert E. Grace. 90 00:07:51,720 --> 00:07:52,800 Come to check on my patient. 91 00:07:53,580 --> 00:07:54,580 How are you feeling, Anthony? 92 00:07:54,700 --> 00:07:55,700 He's better. 93 00:07:57,340 --> 00:07:58,380 That attack's passed. 94 00:08:02,040 --> 00:08:03,040 Yeah. 95 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:04,680 I'm better. 96 00:08:06,520 --> 00:08:07,520 I'm glad to hear that. 97 00:08:07,980 --> 00:08:09,340 Well, come on, Anthony. 98 00:08:09,560 --> 00:08:13,540 Let's get these beans on the stove. 99 00:08:22,410 --> 00:08:23,410 He's trying to hide it. 100 00:08:24,330 --> 00:08:25,670 I can tell he's still in pain. 101 00:08:26,730 --> 00:08:28,350 It's never lasted this long. 102 00:08:29,750 --> 00:08:30,750 No, it hasn't. 103 00:08:41,150 --> 00:08:44,290 Many more Apache and Kyle come from the east to join Black Moon. 104 00:08:45,090 --> 00:08:46,310 You think he's going to attack? 105 00:08:47,070 --> 00:08:48,590 For now, he waits and gathers strength. 106 00:08:48,950 --> 00:08:50,170 Good, he'll buy us some time. 107 00:08:50,640 --> 00:08:52,960 Maybe we can talk to the Cairo and the Apache ourselves and convince them to 108 00:08:52,960 --> 00:08:54,240 move up north here where they can live free. 109 00:08:54,480 --> 00:08:57,680 Yes. But we also have to convince the army to allow them free passage. 110 00:08:58,900 --> 00:09:00,660 You and me ain't exactly welcome. 111 00:09:02,460 --> 00:09:03,460 It's true. 112 00:09:03,980 --> 00:09:05,260 But we are not the only voice. 113 00:09:06,400 --> 00:09:07,820 Kayla's tried. Daniel's tried. 114 00:09:08,180 --> 00:09:09,180 Army wasn't listening. 115 00:09:10,420 --> 00:09:11,460 Perhaps Dorothy could help. 116 00:09:11,860 --> 00:09:15,120 Dorothy? I believe the Gazette can help people see the justice in our cause. 117 00:09:15,580 --> 00:09:17,300 Perhaps then they can help convince the army. 118 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:21,580 Well, then you should talk to her, my friend. 119 00:09:25,660 --> 00:09:29,120 I am pleased to see that your essays are progressing so well. 120 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:31,380 I will collect them on Friday. 121 00:09:33,080 --> 00:09:34,500 Michael, your handwriting is amazing. 122 00:09:34,900 --> 00:09:36,680 I'm glad you said you couldn't decide what to write about. 123 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:39,120 Something my mom and pa say gave me an idea. 124 00:09:45,840 --> 00:09:46,840 Hi. 125 00:09:47,900 --> 00:09:49,200 I think I'm going to be... 126 00:09:51,409 --> 00:09:52,409 Matrice, Anthony's sick. 127 00:09:58,550 --> 00:09:59,830 You do feel a little wrong. 128 00:10:00,870 --> 00:10:02,330 Perhaps it would be best if you go home. 129 00:10:03,330 --> 00:10:04,850 Brian, would you go with me? Sure. 130 00:10:33,040 --> 00:10:34,040 It is good to see you. 131 00:10:35,600 --> 00:10:38,480 Oh, you look... well. 132 00:10:39,600 --> 00:10:40,600 And you. 133 00:10:45,620 --> 00:10:52,460 McKenna said you were going... Were you able to reason with Black 134 00:10:52,460 --> 00:10:53,460 Moon? 135 00:10:53,840 --> 00:10:55,560 He sees the white man as his enemy. 136 00:10:56,040 --> 00:10:57,120 As the white man sees him. 137 00:10:58,440 --> 00:10:59,840 But there is something we can do to help. 138 00:11:00,320 --> 00:11:01,320 Something you can do. 139 00:11:01,460 --> 00:11:02,460 Me? 140 00:11:02,920 --> 00:11:04,760 What can I do? What you do best. 141 00:11:06,000 --> 00:11:07,000 Write about it. 142 00:11:08,120 --> 00:11:10,120 Make your people understand we are not the enemy. 143 00:11:10,640 --> 00:11:12,000 Why would they listen to me? 144 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:13,720 Because you thought as they do. 145 00:11:14,300 --> 00:11:21,240 Yes, but that was before I... But now with the raids and folks losing 146 00:11:21,240 --> 00:11:24,440 their homes... You had a great belief in your book, and I did. 147 00:11:25,620 --> 00:11:27,840 I believe you can do the same thing with the Gazette. 148 00:11:29,680 --> 00:11:31,540 Their hearts will hear what your heart hears. 149 00:11:41,070 --> 00:11:44,370 Thank you for coming, Dr. Mike. We'll keep him quiet until his stomach's 150 00:11:44,370 --> 00:11:46,670 settled. Grace, nice nap will do him good. 151 00:11:47,090 --> 00:11:51,890 Maybe I'll make him some pudding. That always seems to quiet him. Grace, I 152 00:11:51,890 --> 00:11:56,210 believe that Anthony's nausea and fatigue are symptoms that are related to 153 00:11:56,210 --> 00:11:59,850 kidneys. You still think there's something wrong with him? With each 154 00:12:00,150 --> 00:12:02,070 pain and swelling seem to last much longer. 155 00:12:03,330 --> 00:12:05,890 And now his kidneys are showing clear signs of deterioration. 156 00:12:06,170 --> 00:12:07,170 What does that mean? 157 00:12:10,670 --> 00:12:12,230 One can't survive without one's kidneys. 158 00:12:14,210 --> 00:12:16,590 Are you sure you're reading the symptoms right, Dr. Mack? 159 00:12:19,350 --> 00:12:20,830 Or perhaps we should get another opinion. 160 00:12:41,420 --> 00:12:42,420 Well done. 161 00:12:47,340 --> 00:12:49,960 Why don't we step outside and get a little fish air? 162 00:13:05,320 --> 00:13:06,320 How about a... 163 00:13:16,460 --> 00:13:17,460 Both sick or not. 164 00:13:18,580 --> 00:13:21,560 Well, yes, you know that. 165 00:13:22,580 --> 00:13:24,820 I mean, you've had these attacks for a very long time. 166 00:13:25,740 --> 00:13:26,960 I mean, really sick. 167 00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:35,780 Why don't we wait here while Dr. Cook has his thing? 168 00:13:37,040 --> 00:13:38,900 Ain't there something you can do for it? 169 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:42,900 The cause of his illness is still unknown. 170 00:13:44,460 --> 00:13:48,060 Michaela has done everything possible to treat his symptoms, but it would appear 171 00:13:48,060 --> 00:13:53,180 that Anthony has moved into a... hopeful state. 172 00:13:57,840 --> 00:13:58,940 I am truly sorry. 173 00:14:00,960 --> 00:14:02,560 I wish I could offer you better news. 174 00:14:13,680 --> 00:14:14,680 What did the doctor say, Ma? 175 00:14:21,440 --> 00:14:23,800 Dr. Cook says you're going to be just fine. 176 00:14:30,920 --> 00:14:31,920 Now, come on. 177 00:14:32,440 --> 00:14:36,540 Let's go home. I've got an order of apple pie to fill, and you know you are 178 00:14:36,540 --> 00:14:37,540 official date. 179 00:15:04,949 --> 00:15:07,010 How's my sweet girl? How'd you get so big, huh? 180 00:15:08,810 --> 00:15:09,810 Sully? 181 00:15:10,730 --> 00:15:11,730 Do this, Michaela. 182 00:15:11,910 --> 00:15:12,910 Come on. 183 00:15:13,290 --> 00:15:15,290 She's gonna be running soon. 184 00:15:17,030 --> 00:15:18,750 I know, and we won't be able to keep up with her. 185 00:15:21,670 --> 00:15:23,690 Sully, something I need to talk to you about. 186 00:15:25,470 --> 00:15:30,490 While you were away, I... Did you hear that, Michaela? She said, Pop. 187 00:15:32,460 --> 00:15:33,460 Yes, I heard it. 188 00:15:33,580 --> 00:15:35,480 You said Pa, Katie. Yes, you did. 189 00:15:37,520 --> 00:15:38,780 I'm sorry, Michaela. What were you saying? 190 00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:42,980 I, um... You said something about while I was away. 191 00:15:46,780 --> 00:15:47,780 It's about Anthony. 192 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:50,200 He's become very ill. 193 00:15:51,800 --> 00:15:52,800 How bad is it? 194 00:15:54,500 --> 00:15:55,580 I don't believe he'll recover. 195 00:15:57,380 --> 00:15:58,840 There's nothing worse than losing a child. 196 00:16:00,700 --> 00:16:02,000 I thought I'd never get over it. 197 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:32,640 You're going to have to talk to me sometime. 198 00:16:33,500 --> 00:16:34,760 I've got nothing to say. 199 00:16:36,540 --> 00:16:37,540 Maybe I do. 200 00:16:40,980 --> 00:16:41,980 I'm listening. 201 00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:44,500 Grace, Dr. 202 00:16:44,700 --> 00:16:46,500 Mike and Andrew wouldn't lie to us. 203 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:47,720 Now, 204 00:16:48,060 --> 00:16:49,120 we've got to face it. 205 00:16:49,600 --> 00:16:53,300 For Anthony's sake. I know what they said, but they're doctors, Robert E. 206 00:16:54,680 --> 00:16:55,680 I'm his mother. 207 00:16:57,420 --> 00:17:01,120 And if Anthony was not... 208 00:17:05,390 --> 00:17:06,390 I feel it. 209 00:17:08,250 --> 00:17:09,290 Right here. 210 00:17:10,569 --> 00:17:12,770 I want to believe that too. 211 00:17:46,190 --> 00:17:47,190 You'd want to go for a ride. 212 00:17:47,830 --> 00:17:49,270 My legs are still hurting me. 213 00:17:49,530 --> 00:17:50,610 You could ride on the handlebars. 214 00:17:51,250 --> 00:17:52,250 I don't think so. 215 00:17:52,690 --> 00:17:53,690 I might fall. 216 00:17:56,170 --> 00:17:57,170 Hey, Brian? 217 00:17:57,270 --> 00:17:58,270 Yeah? 218 00:17:58,850 --> 00:18:00,730 I think there's something they're not telling me. 219 00:18:01,250 --> 00:18:02,250 What do you mean? 220 00:18:02,730 --> 00:18:07,310 Well, Mama says I'm fine, but I don't know. 221 00:18:08,310 --> 00:18:09,310 It's fine. 222 00:18:09,790 --> 00:18:10,850 Something feels different. 223 00:18:13,090 --> 00:18:14,930 Maybe you could ask your mom what's wrong with me. 224 00:18:16,909 --> 00:18:17,990 Sure. I'll ask her. 225 00:18:19,370 --> 00:18:20,370 Thanks. 226 00:18:28,870 --> 00:18:29,829 Thank you, Brian. 227 00:18:29,830 --> 00:18:30,830 Sure thing. 228 00:18:32,090 --> 00:18:33,370 Ma? Hmm? 229 00:18:35,370 --> 00:18:36,370 What's wrong with Anthony? 230 00:18:39,410 --> 00:18:41,230 Well, you know that Anthony's very sick. 231 00:18:41,930 --> 00:18:44,830 Yeah. And he seemed real worried when I saw him today. 232 00:18:45,680 --> 00:18:47,540 He said something feels different this time. 233 00:18:48,420 --> 00:18:49,600 I'm afraid that it is. 234 00:18:53,080 --> 00:18:57,520 Anthony's condition is... It's very serious. 235 00:18:58,400 --> 00:19:01,320 You mean... He's gonna die? 236 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:05,020 I'm sorry, Brian. 237 00:19:09,220 --> 00:19:11,380 But there's gotta be something you can do for him. 238 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:12,860 I wish that there were. 239 00:19:28,270 --> 00:19:29,910 Ma, he wants to know the truth. 240 00:19:31,050 --> 00:19:32,150 You gotta tell him. 241 00:19:33,890 --> 00:19:34,890 I can't, Brian. 242 00:19:35,210 --> 00:19:36,210 Why can't you? 243 00:19:36,450 --> 00:19:37,930 Grace and Robert, you're his parents. 244 00:19:39,490 --> 00:19:40,850 They're a place to tell Anthony. 245 00:19:41,750 --> 00:19:42,990 They don't want me to do it. 246 00:19:43,510 --> 00:19:44,670 But you're his doctor. 247 00:19:44,910 --> 00:19:46,050 And I'm also their friend. 248 00:19:47,710 --> 00:19:49,070 And I must respect their wishes. 249 00:19:50,870 --> 00:19:52,250 What about Anthony's wishes? 250 00:19:56,070 --> 00:19:57,070 Brian's right. 251 00:19:57,500 --> 00:19:58,660 Anthony should know the truth. 252 00:19:59,700 --> 00:20:00,700 I agree. 253 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:06,680 Robert, he feels the same way, but Grace sees things differently. 254 00:20:09,460 --> 00:20:13,200 I can't imagine, Sully, how they must be feeling. 255 00:20:15,620 --> 00:20:16,960 We'll get through it. 256 00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:20,360 Just like you and I made it through the tough times. 257 00:20:21,520 --> 00:20:22,520 We'll get through it together. 258 00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:32,480 There's something I need to tell you. 259 00:20:35,200 --> 00:20:39,900 I tried to before, but while you were gone, I had a miscarriage. 260 00:20:41,100 --> 00:20:42,100 You were pregnant? 261 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:45,980 I lost our baby, Sully. 262 00:20:49,480 --> 00:20:53,000 Are you all right? 263 00:20:53,220 --> 00:20:55,040 Oh, I feel well enough now. 264 00:20:56,320 --> 00:20:57,320 When did it happen? 265 00:20:57,920 --> 00:21:00,280 A few weeks ago, just before Founders Day. 266 00:21:02,370 --> 00:21:06,770 I know, I should have told you right away, but I wanted to protect you. 267 00:21:08,090 --> 00:21:10,970 I should have been there. 268 00:21:39,310 --> 00:21:40,310 I'm almost done. 269 00:21:40,670 --> 00:21:41,670 Well, that's wonderful. 270 00:21:43,790 --> 00:21:44,830 Don't I get to read it? 271 00:21:45,230 --> 00:21:46,089 Not yet. 272 00:21:46,090 --> 00:21:47,090 It's a surprise. 273 00:21:48,890 --> 00:21:50,970 I still gotta look it over, check the spelling. 274 00:21:53,550 --> 00:21:54,590 Anthony, I've been thinking. 275 00:21:55,630 --> 00:21:57,290 How would you like to go to New Orleans? 276 00:21:58,750 --> 00:21:59,750 New Orleans? 277 00:21:59,870 --> 00:22:01,810 Wouldn't you like to see where your ma grew up? 278 00:22:02,550 --> 00:22:03,550 When can we go? 279 00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:08,000 Oh, if we save our pennies, I think your pa and I could save enough money that 280 00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:10,340 we could be able to take the train this Christmas. 281 00:22:12,000 --> 00:22:13,000 Christmas? 282 00:22:13,540 --> 00:22:14,720 Wait till I tell Brian. 283 00:22:16,340 --> 00:22:17,340 Dr. 284 00:22:20,180 --> 00:22:22,000 Mike, we're going to New Orleans for Christmas. 285 00:22:23,220 --> 00:22:24,240 Well, that'd be lovely. 286 00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:29,740 Grace, I know Dr. Mike. 287 00:22:31,080 --> 00:22:32,080 He's dying. 288 00:22:32,490 --> 00:22:34,010 So why are you planning a trip to New Orleans? 289 00:22:34,750 --> 00:22:38,830 Because I want the rest of my boy's days to be filled with hope, happiness. 290 00:22:39,610 --> 00:22:41,330 I want that for Anthony too, Grace. 291 00:22:42,350 --> 00:22:43,850 But he's getting weaker every day. 292 00:22:44,490 --> 00:22:45,670 He knows that he's sick. 293 00:22:46,830 --> 00:22:49,730 Planning a trip like this can only confuse him. Didn't you just see him 294 00:22:49,770 --> 00:22:50,870 just smiling like that? 295 00:22:53,210 --> 00:22:54,210 Grace, 296 00:22:54,450 --> 00:22:56,710 you need to hear the truth from his mother. No. 297 00:23:02,990 --> 00:23:05,850 I'm going to tell him it's whatever it takes to keep that smile on his face. 298 00:23:07,310 --> 00:23:10,290 Every precious day he's alive. 299 00:23:24,750 --> 00:23:25,750 Sally is gone? 300 00:23:27,090 --> 00:23:29,810 I rode up to the cave last night to bring up the fruit flies. 301 00:23:30,470 --> 00:23:31,650 I couldn't find them anywhere. 302 00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:36,180 Maybe he's with Carl Danson, trying to talk to some of the Indians. 303 00:23:37,860 --> 00:23:39,940 Yes, I'm sure that's where he was. 304 00:23:42,500 --> 00:23:43,500 Michaela, what is it? 305 00:23:44,820 --> 00:23:46,460 Did you tell Sally about the baby? 306 00:23:47,800 --> 00:23:48,800 Yes. 307 00:23:49,000 --> 00:23:50,060 How did he take it? 308 00:23:51,420 --> 00:23:54,000 He was saddened by it, concerned for me. 309 00:23:55,860 --> 00:23:57,040 But there was something else. 310 00:23:57,520 --> 00:23:59,680 What? I sensed something in him. 311 00:24:01,580 --> 00:24:07,180 The way he held me, it... It was as if something had changed between us. 312 00:24:07,740 --> 00:24:08,740 Oh, Michaela. 313 00:24:09,360 --> 00:24:11,480 You've both been through a great loss. 314 00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:14,220 Sally will get through this. 315 00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:16,080 And you will, too. 316 00:24:17,740 --> 00:24:18,740 Together. 317 00:25:08,780 --> 00:25:09,780 Robert E. 318 00:25:12,820 --> 00:25:13,820 Sorry. 319 00:25:20,960 --> 00:25:21,960 How are you holding up? 320 00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:25,260 I've learned that my son's sorry. 321 00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:29,180 I know, Robert E., I know. 322 00:25:30,180 --> 00:25:33,920 It ain't right a child die before his parents, Robert E. There ain't nothing I 323 00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:34,920 can do about it! 324 00:25:36,360 --> 00:25:39,700 If you can be with him, Robert E., let him know he ain't alone. 325 00:25:39,940 --> 00:25:40,940 That's just it. 326 00:25:41,220 --> 00:25:43,920 Even with him with him, I still feel he's alone in this. 327 00:25:44,700 --> 00:25:51,440 I mean... We're there by his side trying to ease his pain. 328 00:25:53,290 --> 00:25:54,990 Do we tell him we love him, but still? 329 00:25:57,130 --> 00:25:58,130 I don't know. 330 00:25:59,150 --> 00:26:01,930 Listen, it's a good thing that you're telling those things, Robert. 331 00:26:03,430 --> 00:26:04,430 It's a good thing. 332 00:26:06,390 --> 00:26:10,030 But sometimes, it's things that we don't tell each other that keep us apart. 333 00:26:44,780 --> 00:26:45,800 I finished the editorial. 334 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:49,240 Do you want to read it? 335 00:26:50,680 --> 00:26:52,660 Because you have written it. I know it isn't true. 336 00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:56,400 Thank you. 337 00:26:58,500 --> 00:27:05,340 I keep thinking about when you and I... When we can... 338 00:27:05,340 --> 00:27:11,040 I too have thought about adopting. 339 00:27:16,520 --> 00:27:17,660 Minds being what they are. 340 00:27:18,140 --> 00:27:20,280 Yes. There are many difficulties. 341 00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:21,960 Many questions. 342 00:27:22,380 --> 00:27:23,400 And no answers. 343 00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:25,000 Not yet. 344 00:27:26,900 --> 00:27:28,020 But there will be. 345 00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:50,960 But Ma said I could. 346 00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:54,060 Did you talk to Dr. Mike for me? 347 00:27:56,860 --> 00:27:57,860 Yeah. 348 00:27:57,940 --> 00:27:58,940 What did she say? 349 00:28:01,780 --> 00:28:04,080 She thinks you should talk to your Ma. 350 00:28:07,520 --> 00:28:08,520 No. 351 00:28:08,740 --> 00:28:10,080 I don't want to make her sad. 352 00:28:13,360 --> 00:28:14,360 Yeah. 353 00:28:14,840 --> 00:28:15,840 Maybe you're right. 354 00:28:23,310 --> 00:28:25,610 This was a most difficult decision. 355 00:28:26,530 --> 00:28:29,090 Each one of your essays was deserving of a prize. 356 00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:33,250 However, there was one that stood above the rest. 357 00:28:35,130 --> 00:28:40,630 I am very happy and proud to announce that the winning essay to be read at 358 00:28:40,630 --> 00:28:43,170 Parents' Day was written by Anthony. 359 00:28:43,410 --> 00:28:44,410 You won! 360 00:28:53,930 --> 00:28:54,930 Take her to the clinic. 361 00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:31,960 Al said he collapsed. 362 00:29:32,020 --> 00:29:33,020 Is he all right? 363 00:29:33,540 --> 00:29:35,580 It appears that Anthony suffered a slight stroke. 364 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,600 There's a weakness on the right side and his speech has been affected. 365 00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:03,640 I believe. 366 00:30:08,340 --> 00:30:09,560 We're both here, son. 367 00:31:16,910 --> 00:31:17,910 Hey, sleepyhead. 368 00:31:18,270 --> 00:31:19,270 Hey, Mom. 369 00:31:32,230 --> 00:31:33,230 Anthony. 370 00:31:34,670 --> 00:31:39,550 I know you've been wanting to talk to me about things. 371 00:31:42,990 --> 00:31:46,560 But I was so afraid that I would say the wrong thing that I may... the mistake 372 00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:47,700 of not saying anything. 373 00:31:48,220 --> 00:31:49,840 Isn't this all right, Ma? No. 374 00:31:50,500 --> 00:31:51,500 No, it ain't. 375 00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:55,180 But I'm here. 376 00:31:57,580 --> 00:31:58,580 Me. 377 00:31:59,420 --> 00:32:00,420 And your pa. 378 00:32:01,400 --> 00:32:04,680 To tell you that you can talk about anything you want. 379 00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:08,800 Anything. 380 00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:23,640 What's going to happen to me when I die? 381 00:32:31,940 --> 00:32:38,180 Your soul is going to go straight up to heaven. 382 00:32:39,860 --> 00:32:41,920 Where God will be waiting for you. 383 00:32:44,760 --> 00:32:45,760 Will it hurt? 384 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,080 There'll be no more pain, Anthony. 385 00:32:54,060 --> 00:32:55,780 Will I ever see you again? 386 00:32:56,660 --> 00:32:58,920 Oh, of course you will. 387 00:33:01,340 --> 00:33:02,740 You'll see us in heaven. 388 00:33:06,460 --> 00:33:08,380 How long will I have to wait? 389 00:33:11,820 --> 00:33:15,520 In heaven, years seem like seconds. 390 00:33:18,410 --> 00:33:24,190 Hardly before you can even turn around, there will be your mommy. 391 00:33:28,630 --> 00:33:29,670 Do you mean it? 392 00:33:30,890 --> 00:33:32,110 You know I do. 393 00:34:14,280 --> 00:34:15,540 I thought you left to go see Anthony. 394 00:34:19,420 --> 00:34:20,420 Brian. 395 00:34:23,639 --> 00:34:25,760 I don't know what to say to him, Matthew. 396 00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:30,199 I don't know what to do. 397 00:34:31,260 --> 00:34:33,040 He's the best friend I ever had. 398 00:34:36,500 --> 00:34:38,880 He's going away and he ain't never coming back. 399 00:34:58,440 --> 00:34:59,440 You don't know that? 400 00:35:03,360 --> 00:35:07,580 Let me tell you something else he knows. 401 00:35:09,440 --> 00:35:10,940 He knows you're hurting for him. 402 00:35:11,360 --> 00:35:12,720 What am I supposed to say? 403 00:35:13,540 --> 00:35:14,720 You don't gotta say nothing. 404 00:35:16,700 --> 00:35:18,520 Just being with him is all he needs right now. 405 00:35:40,650 --> 00:35:41,650 Hey, Brian. 406 00:35:42,250 --> 00:35:43,250 Did that wake you? 407 00:35:44,470 --> 00:35:45,610 No, I was just thinking. 408 00:35:47,070 --> 00:35:51,190 I remember how you used to read to me from Robinson Crusoe when I first came 409 00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:52,270 town. Yeah. 410 00:35:53,310 --> 00:35:56,590 You were always wanting to go on an adventure to fall off places. 411 00:35:59,230 --> 00:36:01,150 You even got me to hop the train with you. 412 00:36:01,430 --> 00:36:02,430 Remember? 413 00:36:03,070 --> 00:36:04,370 I'll never forget that day. 414 00:36:05,390 --> 00:36:06,810 That was a really stupid idea. 415 00:36:09,490 --> 00:36:10,490 Nah. 416 00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:12,880 It was fine. 417 00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:22,020 I want you to have this. 418 00:36:26,860 --> 00:36:29,140 But you gotta promise to take real good care of it. 419 00:36:30,420 --> 00:36:31,500 Don't mess up the bill. 420 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:33,400 Keep it straight. 421 00:36:34,520 --> 00:36:37,220 Smooth it down nice and flat when you take it off at night. 422 00:36:37,900 --> 00:36:38,900 I will. 423 00:36:39,760 --> 00:36:43,120 And don't go letting some girl wear it. It ought to smell like perfume. 424 00:36:44,080 --> 00:36:45,080 I won't. 425 00:36:48,980 --> 00:36:49,980 Good. 426 00:36:51,060 --> 00:36:52,360 I feel better then. 427 00:37:05,940 --> 00:37:06,940 Anthony? 428 00:38:07,830 --> 00:38:08,910 Sully? Oh, I'm sorry. 429 00:38:10,110 --> 00:38:11,450 Oh, Sully, I was so worried. 430 00:38:11,910 --> 00:38:12,910 I know. 431 00:38:13,030 --> 00:38:14,030 I'm sorry. 432 00:38:14,870 --> 00:38:15,870 Oh, I'm sorry. 433 00:38:17,170 --> 00:38:19,870 I was so afraid to tell you about the baby when you first came home. 434 00:38:20,450 --> 00:38:21,870 You told me as soon as you could. 435 00:38:25,770 --> 00:38:27,010 I couldn't find you and I was so afraid. 436 00:38:27,990 --> 00:38:28,990 It's all right. 437 00:38:29,770 --> 00:38:31,470 I just had to get away and think about it. 438 00:38:32,010 --> 00:38:34,870 I was feeling like I should have been here, like I could have done something. 439 00:38:36,410 --> 00:38:38,590 You mean everything to me, you and the children. 440 00:38:40,550 --> 00:38:42,710 If anything ever happens to you, I need to be there. 441 00:38:45,150 --> 00:38:46,150 We're here. 442 00:38:46,870 --> 00:38:47,930 As soon as you got me. 443 00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:15,420 I'd eat home instead of at the clinic. 444 00:39:22,100 --> 00:39:28,180 When he first came to stay with us, I'd get up and sneak into his room just to 445 00:39:28,180 --> 00:39:29,320 make sure he was all right. 446 00:39:30,660 --> 00:39:31,660 I know. 447 00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:34,280 I used to follow you. 448 00:39:40,240 --> 00:39:41,580 Remember that first day? 449 00:39:42,890 --> 00:39:45,170 And he stole that apple pie out of a cool one. 450 00:39:46,350 --> 00:39:49,390 Ended up having apple pie all over his face. 451 00:39:51,350 --> 00:39:52,770 And all over Dr. 452 00:39:53,050 --> 00:39:54,050 Moxter's. 453 00:39:57,710 --> 00:39:59,150 He was so determined. 454 00:40:01,290 --> 00:40:03,170 He was going to come live with us. 455 00:40:05,390 --> 00:40:09,750 But you were the one smart enough to insist that we adopt him. 456 00:40:13,840 --> 00:40:14,840 I had to. 457 00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:17,920 He's our son. 458 00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:20,520 That he is. 459 00:40:45,450 --> 00:40:48,170 I would like to welcome all of you to Parents' Day. 460 00:40:49,050 --> 00:40:54,010 We will begin our program today with a presentation by one of our brightest 461 00:40:54,010 --> 00:40:55,010 students. 462 00:40:56,550 --> 00:40:59,750 He will read his winning essay, A Place Called Home. 463 00:41:00,110 --> 00:41:01,110 Anthony? 464 00:41:29,870 --> 00:41:33,470 Miss Teresa asked us to write what our favorite thing about Colorado Springs 465 00:41:33,470 --> 00:41:34,470 was. 466 00:41:35,510 --> 00:41:36,570 But I don't have one. 467 00:41:37,650 --> 00:41:38,670 I have a hundred. 468 00:41:40,630 --> 00:41:45,490 One of them is sleeping off the porch for Mr. Bray, who gives me a piece of 469 00:41:45,490 --> 00:41:46,930 candy if I do a good job. 470 00:41:49,670 --> 00:41:50,670 Thanks, Mr. Bray. 471 00:41:50,830 --> 00:41:51,830 Good work. 472 00:41:52,790 --> 00:41:58,030 One of them is going down to her church and visiting our reverend. 473 00:42:00,620 --> 00:42:03,620 Who can see what you're thinking without using his eyes. 474 00:42:03,940 --> 00:42:04,940 Everyone's here, Reverend. 475 00:42:06,740 --> 00:42:09,300 One of them is delivering the gazette for Miss Dorothy. 476 00:42:10,060 --> 00:42:12,680 Gives me newspapers from all over the country to read. 477 00:42:13,720 --> 00:42:16,340 Thank you. So I can learn what's going on in other places. 478 00:42:17,840 --> 00:42:20,580 One of them is going to see her very own lady doctor. 479 00:42:22,020 --> 00:42:24,420 Takes care of you without making it hurt more. 480 00:42:27,040 --> 00:42:28,960 One of my very favorite things. 481 00:42:29,660 --> 00:42:34,020 Having a best friend makes you feel like you can do anything if you try. 482 00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:43,820 But my most favorite thing about Colorado Springs is my mom and pop. 483 00:42:47,040 --> 00:42:51,160 Who took me in when I had no family and gave me a home. 484 00:42:52,780 --> 00:42:55,380 They love me all the time, no matter what. 485 00:42:56,680 --> 00:42:59,300 And even went to the judge and asked him to make me their son. 486 00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:07,820 I lived in a lot of towns in my life. 487 00:43:08,780 --> 00:43:11,400 But Colorado Springs is the best place I've ever known. 488 00:43:12,940 --> 00:43:14,500 Because that's where I found my mom and pa. 489 00:43:18,560 --> 00:43:20,440 No matter how far I travel. 490 00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:25,400 Or where I might go. 491 00:43:29,900 --> 00:43:36,260 I can always close my eyes and I'll feel 492 00:43:36,260 --> 00:43:41,120 and know that I am home again.